HALF MARATHON: Bring out yer dead. . . bring out yer dead . . . ninepence . . . bring out yer dead
WEATHER: Here's one.
ME: I'm not dead!
WEATHER: Yes you are.
HALF MARATHON: She says she's not dead.
WEATHER: Well she will be soon. She's very slow.
ME: I'm not dead! I feel happy!
WEATHER: You're not fooling anyone you know. You haven't seen shade in five kilometers!
HALF MARATHON: Look, I haven't got all day. Is she dead or isn't she?
ME: I feel fine!
WEATHER to HALF MARATHON: Isn't there anything you can do?
ME: I want to go for a walk!
HALF MARATHON to WEATHER: *looks shifty*
HALF MARATHON: *massive hill at km 15*
ME: *thunk*
WEATHER: Thanks very much. Here's your ninepence.
HALF MARATHON: No problem. See you Thursday.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Today's run: a statistical overview
Kilometers: 11.3
Location: Grunewald, aka The Woods
Mood at start: -98 on a scale of 1-10
Time of day: 18:36
Duration of run: 68 minutes
Weather: Perfect
Ground: Trails
Number of times Dire Straits' "Walk of Life" heard on ipod: 2
Number of naked men encountered in woods: 3
Percentage of naked men encountered wearing socks and sandals*: 33.33333333
Percentage of naked men with whom eye contact was made: 0
Percentage of naked men who said hello: 66.6666666
Root-based Faceplants successfully avoided: 1
Dudes sleeping in the middle of a path: 1
Dude-based faceplants successfully avoided: 1
Score in ongoing match Heather vs. The Teufelsberg: Teufelsberg 15 billion, Heather 0
Achilles tendons bitter regarding Teufelsberg and uphill nature of same: 1
Rabbits sighted: 2
Other miscellaneous rodents: 3
Wild boar: 0
Other miscellaneous wildlife**: 0
Men on S-Bahn wearing toenail polish: 1
Men playing piano in their underwear in my apartment upon return: 1***
Degree to which I minded: 0
Mood upon return: 5 before discovering scantily clad pianist. 9 after discovering scantily clad pianist
Grams of pasta about to be consumed: approximately 700.
*you might claim this means not technically naked, but trust me. He was naked.
**not including unclothed humans
*** "I was going to go for a run, but then I thought, before I put my pants on I'll just play some Beethoven."
Location: Grunewald, aka The Woods
Mood at start: -98 on a scale of 1-10
Time of day: 18:36
Duration of run: 68 minutes
Weather: Perfect
Ground: Trails
Number of times Dire Straits' "Walk of Life" heard on ipod: 2
Number of naked men encountered in woods: 3
Percentage of naked men encountered wearing socks and sandals*: 33.33333333
Percentage of naked men with whom eye contact was made: 0
Percentage of naked men who said hello: 66.6666666
Root-based Faceplants successfully avoided: 1
Dudes sleeping in the middle of a path: 1
Dude-based faceplants successfully avoided: 1
Score in ongoing match Heather vs. The Teufelsberg: Teufelsberg 15 billion, Heather 0
Achilles tendons bitter regarding Teufelsberg and uphill nature of same: 1
Rabbits sighted: 2
Other miscellaneous rodents: 3
Wild boar: 0
Other miscellaneous wildlife**: 0
Men on S-Bahn wearing toenail polish: 1
Men playing piano in their underwear in my apartment upon return: 1***
Degree to which I minded: 0
Mood upon return: 5 before discovering scantily clad pianist. 9 after discovering scantily clad pianist
Grams of pasta about to be consumed: approximately 700.
*you might claim this means not technically naked, but trust me. He was naked.
**not including unclothed humans
*** "I was going to go for a run, but then I thought, before I put my pants on I'll just play some Beethoven."
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Race Report: Strausseelauf 9.3km-ish X-C race
Really, this barely qualifies as a race, at least as regards my effort and enthusiasm levels. Not to mention there was barely any mud, no sand pit, no swamps, no hot men, no champagne, and exactly 1.5 spectators (a cheering woman with a baby carriage. The baby may or may not have been awake, hence the .5)
Race distance: Officially 9.3 km, up 100m from last year's advertised distance Indeed, my garmin measured 9.36, as opposed to 9.26 last year. As with everything else about this day, I am making my thumbs and forefingers into a W and holding them up in front of me: Whatevs.
Weather: 45F, wind, rain.
Course: mostly on packed-dirt trail around a lake. Rolling hills the whole way, with one larger hill at km 8.
Goal: Run faster than last year's 43:11; the fact that the course is apparently 100m longer this year makes it even more of a challenge. Don't go all-out: Nice solid tempo training for HM purposes.
Race: 1 hour on the S-Bahn, 1 bus ride, and 15 windy, rainy minutes on foot brought me to the start. Underslept and undercaffeinated, the weather and the seeming throngs of pushy, old, officiously German nordic walkers in the registration area did nothing to enthuse me for the upcoming 9.3 km. This week was tiring, physically and emotionally, and I wished I'd stayed in bed.
Because of the train schedule, I showed up an hour before the start, intending to jog around a little to warm up, do some strides, etc. Three rain-pelted minutes of jogging into a freezing headwind later, I pressed the "mission abort" button and headed back indoors to stretch and put on more layers. Clearly, this was a case for armwarmers. I pulled them on, massaged my IT bands and tried not to think about coffee.
This race was overfull last year, given the narrowness of the trails, so there were two starts this year: 10:30 for the men, and 10:45 for the women. I lined up two or three rows behind the drove of 20-something hotshots in briefs and sports bras, who waited oblivious to the obvious danger of frostbite to the buttocks (oh to be so care- and cellulite-free!) Everyone was milling around, chatting and readjusting their leggings, when the gun went off with no warning at 10:42. AAAHH! WTF! The underpants girls, who were apparently paying attention, dash off like underdressed gazelles while the rest of us, our reaction time dulled by age and too many layers, flail and stumble in the general direction of the start line. The first km is uphill, on cobblestones, which are wet. It is raining. Did I mention that? Wet cobblestones are slippery, especially under Saucony Fastwitches. Not recommended.
It was nice that one didn't have to push around and through throngs of joggers at the start - I remember last year at this race, the first km took me over five minutes for that reason! However, the price we paid for this convenience was that the already small-ish pack of women spread out rapidly and after about 2km, I was running completely alone. Sure, my goal was just to get a good workout, but a good workout can be made even better with a little racing-adrenaline-boost, right? Also, there were no spectators. A few cyclists in ponchos waited by the side of the path with stony expressions, their eyes fixed on the damp middle distance, too German to acknowledge the presence of passing strangers participating in some unknown event. I pretended they were performance/installation art and pressed on.
Have you ever tried to pick up a sleeping cat from a spot it really, really doesn't want to leave? You know how they're kind of superheavy and seem elastic, and the more you pull, the more they resist, until eventually you just give up and go sit somewhere else? Well, trying to get my legs to turn over today was like trying to pick up one of those cats. I wanted to hold a tempo pace of 4:35/km but it just wasn't happening. Maybe ti would have if I'd had some company and/or *not* just run a weekly mileage record. Of course the hills and extremely twisty course may have also played a role.
Fine, legs, I said after km 5 (22:57 - not sooo bad, really). Have it your way. Do what you want. Clearly, my needs mean nothing here. Hmph. I pulled my armwarmers over my rapidly whitening, numbing hands, checked out mentally and started pondering some ongoing existential issues while my legs did their leggy thing.
Around km 6 I caught up to the back of the men's pack, which provided at least some fodder for my hunt-em-down instinct. Admittedly most of the guys I passed resembled heavy machinery more than runners, in terms of their build and breathing, but I was grateful for the presence of other people. Far ahead I could see a little pack of fast women and tried to keep them in sight, but they kept disappearing around curves, and frankly, neither my legs nor my apparently easily sated racing instinct could really be arsed.
I wasn't really paying attention, so when I looked at my Garmin and saw 8.7km - i.e. only 600m to go - I was like "dang! Better get moving!" Remember, I actually wanted to beat last year's time, but this fact had slipped my mind during the actual race. Duh. Come on, legs...come on really...there are donuts at the finish line...thaaat's it....good legs! Good! Sprinting! Awesome!
Anyway, now the really unbelievable fact of the day. My legs and my subconscious mind, underachievers that they are, clearly conspired in this matter, because the time on the clock when I sprinted over the finish line was 43:10. Yes: ONE SECOND FASTER than last year.
One freaking second. Srsly, legs? WTF, brain? Obviously, they just shrugged, rolled their eyes and were all "Dude, what? It's totally faster than last year! Quit yer b*tchin and get us a donut."
Time: 43:10, 4:38/km pace.
Placement: was given only by AG. First in W30.
Summary: Yeah....I really could have just slept in, gotten up, and gone for a tempo run in the park down the street. I spent more time on the S-Bahn than running, and frankly, I probably wouldn't do it again. But hey, it's not all bad! another run in the books, and at least it wasn't slower than last year. The race t-shirt is cute. And it made a good excuse to drink some chocolate milk when I got home.
Race distance: Officially 9.3 km, up 100m from last year's advertised distance Indeed, my garmin measured 9.36, as opposed to 9.26 last year. As with everything else about this day, I am making my thumbs and forefingers into a W and holding them up in front of me: Whatevs.
Weather: 45F, wind, rain.
Course: mostly on packed-dirt trail around a lake. Rolling hills the whole way, with one larger hill at km 8.
Goal: Run faster than last year's 43:11; the fact that the course is apparently 100m longer this year makes it even more of a challenge. Don't go all-out: Nice solid tempo training for HM purposes.
Race: 1 hour on the S-Bahn, 1 bus ride, and 15 windy, rainy minutes on foot brought me to the start. Underslept and undercaffeinated, the weather and the seeming throngs of pushy, old, officiously German nordic walkers in the registration area did nothing to enthuse me for the upcoming 9.3 km. This week was tiring, physically and emotionally, and I wished I'd stayed in bed.
Because of the train schedule, I showed up an hour before the start, intending to jog around a little to warm up, do some strides, etc. Three rain-pelted minutes of jogging into a freezing headwind later, I pressed the "mission abort" button and headed back indoors to stretch and put on more layers. Clearly, this was a case for armwarmers. I pulled them on, massaged my IT bands and tried not to think about coffee.
This race was overfull last year, given the narrowness of the trails, so there were two starts this year: 10:30 for the men, and 10:45 for the women. I lined up two or three rows behind the drove of 20-something hotshots in briefs and sports bras, who waited oblivious to the obvious danger of frostbite to the buttocks (oh to be so care- and cellulite-free!) Everyone was milling around, chatting and readjusting their leggings, when the gun went off with no warning at 10:42. AAAHH! WTF! The underpants girls, who were apparently paying attention, dash off like underdressed gazelles while the rest of us, our reaction time dulled by age and too many layers, flail and stumble in the general direction of the start line. The first km is uphill, on cobblestones, which are wet. It is raining. Did I mention that? Wet cobblestones are slippery, especially under Saucony Fastwitches. Not recommended.
It was nice that one didn't have to push around and through throngs of joggers at the start - I remember last year at this race, the first km took me over five minutes for that reason! However, the price we paid for this convenience was that the already small-ish pack of women spread out rapidly and after about 2km, I was running completely alone. Sure, my goal was just to get a good workout, but a good workout can be made even better with a little racing-adrenaline-boost, right? Also, there were no spectators. A few cyclists in ponchos waited by the side of the path with stony expressions, their eyes fixed on the damp middle distance, too German to acknowledge the presence of passing strangers participating in some unknown event. I pretended they were performance/installation art and pressed on.
Have you ever tried to pick up a sleeping cat from a spot it really, really doesn't want to leave? You know how they're kind of superheavy and seem elastic, and the more you pull, the more they resist, until eventually you just give up and go sit somewhere else? Well, trying to get my legs to turn over today was like trying to pick up one of those cats. I wanted to hold a tempo pace of 4:35/km but it just wasn't happening. Maybe ti would have if I'd had some company and/or *not* just run a weekly mileage record. Of course the hills and extremely twisty course may have also played a role.
Fine, legs, I said after km 5 (22:57 - not sooo bad, really). Have it your way. Do what you want. Clearly, my needs mean nothing here. Hmph. I pulled my armwarmers over my rapidly whitening, numbing hands, checked out mentally and started pondering some ongoing existential issues while my legs did their leggy thing.
Around km 6 I caught up to the back of the men's pack, which provided at least some fodder for my hunt-em-down instinct. Admittedly most of the guys I passed resembled heavy machinery more than runners, in terms of their build and breathing, but I was grateful for the presence of other people. Far ahead I could see a little pack of fast women and tried to keep them in sight, but they kept disappearing around curves, and frankly, neither my legs nor my apparently easily sated racing instinct could really be arsed.
I wasn't really paying attention, so when I looked at my Garmin and saw 8.7km - i.e. only 600m to go - I was like "dang! Better get moving!" Remember, I actually wanted to beat last year's time, but this fact had slipped my mind during the actual race. Duh. Come on, legs...come on really...there are donuts at the finish line...thaaat's it....good legs! Good! Sprinting! Awesome!
Anyway, now the really unbelievable fact of the day. My legs and my subconscious mind, underachievers that they are, clearly conspired in this matter, because the time on the clock when I sprinted over the finish line was 43:10. Yes: ONE SECOND FASTER than last year.
One freaking second. Srsly, legs? WTF, brain? Obviously, they just shrugged, rolled their eyes and were all "Dude, what? It's totally faster than last year! Quit yer b*tchin and get us a donut."
Time: 43:10, 4:38/km pace.
Placement: was given only by AG. First in W30.
Summary: Yeah....I really could have just slept in, gotten up, and gone for a tempo run in the park down the street. I spent more time on the S-Bahn than running, and frankly, I probably wouldn't do it again. But hey, it's not all bad! another run in the books, and at least it wasn't slower than last year. The race t-shirt is cute. And it made a good excuse to drink some chocolate milk when I got home.
Friday, October 02, 2009
The pinnacle of evolution??
Sitting in a chair and staring at a computer screen for 9 hours a day isn't natural, is it? It's come to be normal, but natural? Is this what we've evolved to do? Srsly?
I was just thinking "maybe I need the paleo diet of jobs", but what would that be? Hunting? Gathering? Mashing together berries with a stick while roasting a wooly mammoth over a bonfire? Would I have to wear a loincloth? How does my shoe collection fit into all this?
I was just thinking "maybe I need the paleo diet of jobs", but what would that be? Hunting? Gathering? Mashing together berries with a stick while roasting a wooly mammoth over a bonfire? Would I have to wear a loincloth? How does my shoe collection fit into all this?
Thursday, October 01, 2009
OMG! Shoes!
While we’re talking shoes, let’s talk about how you can never have too many.
My rotation has dwindled down to two pairs (from a high of five). I’ve got New Balance 1063’s for regular road and x-c runs, and Saucony Fastwitch 3’s (the orange ones!) for speedwork. The 1063’s are nice and light for a cushioned neutral shoe, but the Fastwitches are so light they’re basically nonexistent – yet with just enough cushioning that my forefeet are happy.
We can all agree, I'm sure, that two pairs is a travesty and more are needed, stat. I’m thinking of adding another lighter neutral/cushioned trainer to the mix. At the running store, I tried on the Brooks Ghost and really liked it, but thought it wasn’t quite substantial enough for regular, longer training runs; more of a shoe for half-marathon racing or longer tempo runs, perhaps. Since then I’ve been fantasizing about its cushy, springy lightness and how it would like so totally make me at LEAST five minutes faster in the half-marathon….
My rotation has dwindled down to two pairs (from a high of five). I’ve got New Balance 1063’s for regular road and x-c runs, and Saucony Fastwitch 3’s (the orange ones!) for speedwork. The 1063’s are nice and light for a cushioned neutral shoe, but the Fastwitches are so light they’re basically nonexistent – yet with just enough cushioning that my forefeet are happy.
We can all agree, I'm sure, that two pairs is a travesty and more are needed, stat. I’m thinking of adding another lighter neutral/cushioned trainer to the mix. At the running store, I tried on the Brooks Ghost and really liked it, but thought it wasn’t quite substantial enough for regular, longer training runs; more of a shoe for half-marathon racing or longer tempo runs, perhaps. Since then I’ve been fantasizing about its cushy, springy lightness and how it would like so totally make me at LEAST five minutes faster in the half-marathon….
What not to do, part I in a series
In this helpful series, I’ve tried out a bunch of bad ideas so you don’t have to!
Today’s tip: If you have a pair of old running shoes lying around with 500+ km on them, the cushioning of which you know is shot because you had foot and ITB pain the last several times you ran in them – which is, in fact, the reason why you recently spent €120 on a new pair of shoes – it’s a really good idea *not* to put them on and go for a run. The likely result of ignoring this advice will be (surprise!) more foot and ITB pain. Amazing, you're saying. This tip for FREE? I would NEVER have thought of that on my own! Here, let me write down your bank details... No no, I say, with a nonchalant wave of the hand. All in a day’s work. Yet another free tip: Those shoes belong in the dumpster.
Today’s tip: If you have a pair of old running shoes lying around with 500+ km on them, the cushioning of which you know is shot because you had foot and ITB pain the last several times you ran in them – which is, in fact, the reason why you recently spent €120 on a new pair of shoes – it’s a really good idea *not* to put them on and go for a run. The likely result of ignoring this advice will be (surprise!) more foot and ITB pain. Amazing, you're saying. This tip for FREE? I would NEVER have thought of that on my own! Here, let me write down your bank details... No no, I say, with a nonchalant wave of the hand. All in a day’s work. Yet another free tip: Those shoes belong in the dumpster.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
September miles
Hey, I had a pretty good month in September! For the first time this year (!!) no illness-induced days off, just consistent training. Woohoo!
Total for the month: 228 km/141 miles
Total time spent running: 20:43:46
Races: 1 - Cross-country half marathon (hills, mud, rain) in 1:45:16
Total for the month: 228 km/141 miles
Total time spent running: 20:43:46
Races: 1 - Cross-country half marathon (hills, mud, rain) in 1:45:16
Random, plus maybe I'm technically not vegetarian anymore
An uneventful few running days, hence no posting. Just putting in the workouts and continuing to be nervous about upcoming races. Ran the same ones last year and just hope I can beat those times…even if it’s just by three seconds!
This coming weekend is a nice 9.2km cross-country race in Strausberg. 11 October a superspeedy, flat 10k in Berlin, and 18 October is a half-marathon! My training has been haphazard. Not irregular, just not planmässig. Apparently I’m not good at following plans. I was doing a Pfitz HM plan, but I’m always seeing new workouts mentioned on the Forums or in different running books that I decide to try out, thus deviating from poor Pete and his failproof, well-thought-out, scientifically based training program. Anyway, I’ve been hitting faster paces, especially on tempo runs, than this time last year; hoping this means I’m actually more fit, and not that I’m just running too fast on those runs because I’m an idiot who can’t pace herself.
As for actual runs: Had a lovely long run last Sunday. Nothing spectacular, just 22 easy kilometres to and around the Plänterwald and back. Felt very smooth and relaxed, with consistent pace (5:30/km) and no particular joint/digestive/mental issues. Did some lovely kilometre intervals in the damp, windy park yesterday (4:16-4:21/km). It was dark by the last repeat, and I learned that the park is neither well-let nor unscary after dark. It’s still full of people, but you don’t see them til the last minute, and without being able to see landmarks along the path it’s hard to tell whether you’re coming up on the drug dealers (who always hang out in the same places, and pretty much ignore everyone…they’re not scary, but I’m pretty sure that if I were attacked by some madman/men, the drug dealers would not help.) Also, the paths are strewn with twigs and chestnuts, so footing is treacherous. Treadmill season is upon us. Sigh.
While I’m randomly rambling, can I express my newfound love for/appreciation of chocolate milk? I’ve been using it as a “recovery drink” after hard workouts, blending together cocoa powder and half a litre of lowfat, organic, local milk (delicious, btw! No comparison with supermarket milk. I get local milk delivered every week.) I used to only treat myself to chocolate milk after races, but it’s nice to look forward to something while you’re gasping through kilometre repeats – and I swear it really does help. Not that I’m in any shape to do another speed session the next day, but I have far less of that early morning stiffness the day after a hard workout, and my muscles just generally feel…how can I express it…smoother during a recovery run.
On a final dietary note, any vegetarians out there, please feel free to give advice. I’ve recently had some odd symptoms, a sort of clenching/adrenaline feeling in my chest and stomach area like when you’re really anxious, only without the accompanying higher pulse rate/breathing rate or any stress/anxiety thoughts whatsoever. It comes on randomly, while I’m filling out bureaucratic forms, or sleeping, or riding my bike to work. Weird, and extremely unpleasant: it feels anxious, but I’m *not* anxious! But of course I then start wondering wtf is going on: Is my subconscious really anxious and trying to tell me something? Am I anxious, but suddenly lacking the short-term memory to know it? AGH!
Yesterday I reached my limit for pretending the issue was going to go away if I ignored it, as it plagued me throughout the work day. After talking to my boss about it (he’s a medical professor) he ruled out anxiety attacks and thyroid problems – two of the most common reasons for such symptoms, it seems - and said the source of the problem is most likely some mineral deficiency born of a vegetarian diet. One could figure this out by weighing and writing down every single thing you eat for a week, and then entering it into software that will tell you which nutrients were lacking. We have this software here, so it would just be a matter of me being a) less lazy, and b) able to weigh almond butter and other gooey substances…In any case, his recommendation was to start eating oily fish a few times a week and eat some red meat (blurgh) occasionally. I’m not überhappy about this development, but I can see that with higher training intensity and mileage, my body may be asking for more than what my vegetarian diet can give it. And frankly, this clenching-stomach-anxiety thing is so unpleasant, I’m willing to try eating meat if it will help. It’s not hard to find ethically raised meat around here (my main issue with eating meat has to do with the way it is produced); just a matter of learning to stomach it again.
This coming weekend is a nice 9.2km cross-country race in Strausberg. 11 October a superspeedy, flat 10k in Berlin, and 18 October is a half-marathon! My training has been haphazard. Not irregular, just not planmässig. Apparently I’m not good at following plans. I was doing a Pfitz HM plan, but I’m always seeing new workouts mentioned on the Forums or in different running books that I decide to try out, thus deviating from poor Pete and his failproof, well-thought-out, scientifically based training program. Anyway, I’ve been hitting faster paces, especially on tempo runs, than this time last year; hoping this means I’m actually more fit, and not that I’m just running too fast on those runs because I’m an idiot who can’t pace herself.
As for actual runs: Had a lovely long run last Sunday. Nothing spectacular, just 22 easy kilometres to and around the Plänterwald and back. Felt very smooth and relaxed, with consistent pace (5:30/km) and no particular joint/digestive/mental issues. Did some lovely kilometre intervals in the damp, windy park yesterday (4:16-4:21/km). It was dark by the last repeat, and I learned that the park is neither well-let nor unscary after dark. It’s still full of people, but you don’t see them til the last minute, and without being able to see landmarks along the path it’s hard to tell whether you’re coming up on the drug dealers (who always hang out in the same places, and pretty much ignore everyone…they’re not scary, but I’m pretty sure that if I were attacked by some madman/men, the drug dealers would not help.) Also, the paths are strewn with twigs and chestnuts, so footing is treacherous. Treadmill season is upon us. Sigh.
While I’m randomly rambling, can I express my newfound love for/appreciation of chocolate milk? I’ve been using it as a “recovery drink” after hard workouts, blending together cocoa powder and half a litre of lowfat, organic, local milk (delicious, btw! No comparison with supermarket milk. I get local milk delivered every week.) I used to only treat myself to chocolate milk after races, but it’s nice to look forward to something while you’re gasping through kilometre repeats – and I swear it really does help. Not that I’m in any shape to do another speed session the next day, but I have far less of that early morning stiffness the day after a hard workout, and my muscles just generally feel…how can I express it…smoother during a recovery run.
On a final dietary note, any vegetarians out there, please feel free to give advice. I’ve recently had some odd symptoms, a sort of clenching/adrenaline feeling in my chest and stomach area like when you’re really anxious, only without the accompanying higher pulse rate/breathing rate or any stress/anxiety thoughts whatsoever. It comes on randomly, while I’m filling out bureaucratic forms, or sleeping, or riding my bike to work. Weird, and extremely unpleasant: it feels anxious, but I’m *not* anxious! But of course I then start wondering wtf is going on: Is my subconscious really anxious and trying to tell me something? Am I anxious, but suddenly lacking the short-term memory to know it? AGH!
Yesterday I reached my limit for pretending the issue was going to go away if I ignored it, as it plagued me throughout the work day. After talking to my boss about it (he’s a medical professor) he ruled out anxiety attacks and thyroid problems – two of the most common reasons for such symptoms, it seems - and said the source of the problem is most likely some mineral deficiency born of a vegetarian diet. One could figure this out by weighing and writing down every single thing you eat for a week, and then entering it into software that will tell you which nutrients were lacking. We have this software here, so it would just be a matter of me being a) less lazy, and b) able to weigh almond butter and other gooey substances…In any case, his recommendation was to start eating oily fish a few times a week and eat some red meat (blurgh) occasionally. I’m not überhappy about this development, but I can see that with higher training intensity and mileage, my body may be asking for more than what my vegetarian diet can give it. And frankly, this clenching-stomach-anxiety thing is so unpleasant, I’m willing to try eating meat if it will help. It’s not hard to find ethically raised meat around here (my main issue with eating meat has to do with the way it is produced); just a matter of learning to stomach it again.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Nervous
Now that I'm sitting here thinking about running, and about my goals, I'm getting nervous. WTF? Well, I know WTF - it's that whole fear of failure thing. Agh.
I have a 10k coming up on 11 October, same course I ran 45:10 on last year, and I reallllly want to get 44:xx. This is because at the half-marathon a week later, on 18 October, I really want to get 1:39:xx, so I need to know I can do the 10k in sub-45.
Ok. Focus. It will be fine...
I have a 10k coming up on 11 October, same course I ran 45:10 on last year, and I reallllly want to get 44:xx. This is because at the half-marathon a week later, on 18 October, I really want to get 1:39:xx, so I need to know I can do the 10k in sub-45.
Ok. Focus. It will be fine...
Achtung: Rambling
Why do I run? It’s the most hackneyed question in all of running blogdom, and I suspect my answers aren’t much different than anyone else’s. The superficial reasons people give are pretty generic: I love it, I need the exercise/runner’s high/time to decompress, I’m good at it,I have something to prove.If you peer past the superficiality into each person’s individual history, of course the motivations are unique to each person and his or her personality, history, and needs.
I debated whether to even cover this question here, since it seems so stereotypical, but then I started thinking about it, so: Here an assortment of rambling explanations for my running addiction.
I debated whether to even cover this question here, since it seems so stereotypical, but then I started thinking about it, so: Here an assortment of rambling explanations for my running addiction.
Because I love it. I just do. It’s my luxury, the way I spoil myself a little each day, the thing I look forward to most. I hardly ever don’t want to run. I love being outdoors, whatever the weather (I ran 12 km in a blizzard in the dark last February); it’s a feeling of freedom and independence, I am the only one who can get me through this, I am strong enough to achieve it on my own. It’s so simple, just me and my body, no equipment, no teammates, no spectators, just me and the road. I love knowing that my body can do it and I love the knowledge that I am, in some way, blessed to be able to run. I love pushing myself through one last wheezy, lactate-marinated kilometre repeat in the knowledge that it’ll make my next 10k that much faster (or so I tell myself!). Lest that all sound deep and existential: I REALLY love the accessories! Shoes! More shoes! Cute running shorts and matching bra tops from Nike! My beloved Garmin 405 and my little green iPod shuffle and the excuse it gives me to listen to cheesy hip-hop/dance/electronica. It’s all part of the ritual of shedding off the robotic, underachieving workaday me and getting back to who I really am, every day.
To prove that I can. Let’s face it, I’m basically one big inertial, lazy-ass mass of untapped potential. I could have been a pretty good academic, but was far too lazy for a PhD. I bitch and moan about how ridiculous my job is, and truly it requires the brainpower of a chickpea to complete my daily to-do list, and yet I’m STILL not any good at it! I could write a kickass novel, probably, but I was far too scared of failure when I had the chance, so…I didn’t. And on and on. I could be more friendly, more financially successful, more humanitarian, but I don’t, I choose to wallow in comfortable mediocrity. Running is, for some reason, the one thing I do that I approach with discipline, determination, organisational talent and long-term planning. Maybe the equation is just simple enough for my brain to wrap itself around: Work harder = better results. The more I achieve, the more I want to achieve, and the more clear it becomes that the limits of what my body can do are much further out than I thought. Last year I ran a 1:40 half-marathon on an average of 27 miles/week of training. What could I do if I doubled the mileage? Shannon and Susanne ran a HM in 1:34:xx – could I do that? How would I get there? Well, x mileage per week for y months plus z amount of speed training = 7 minute miles for 13.1 miles, I’m pretty sure. Curiosity coupled with ambition drives me even when I’d really rather lie down and take a nap.
You can’t fake it. Daily life is saturated with fakeness, superficiality, people looking for quick-fix answers, shortcuts, and the easy way out. Running, however, is one thing you can't fake. You can’t show up at a race and set a 7-minute PR without doing the work. I was going to write “You can’t show up at a 10k race and run it in 45:00 without doing the work”, but then realized there are probably some naturally talented/speedy people who can get away with that. Not me. In May 2008 I ran my first race in five years, a 10k in Volkspark Friedrichshain, in 52:xx, having been a casual runner (maybe like 18 easy miles/week) for years. Four months of consistent (if not especially high-mileage) training later I shocked myself by crossing the finish line of the Asics 10k in 45:10, 32nd of 1500 women.
Objectively, 45:10 is no amazing 10k time, but I never thought I could run that fast. I wasn’t wearing my Garmin that race – I’d forgotten it at home – and I remember that every time I wanted to slow down, I said to myself “You have no excuse not to do your best”. And that is the motto driving me now. True, nothing big is riding on whether I get a PR in my next race, it doesn’t matter to anyone but me. But then again, if I can’t believe in myself, who can? I want to be the best person I can be for my boyfriend, my family, my cats – and running is a way to achieve that.
Running and Yoga and Burritos
Timely, this: Just poking around on Runner's Lounge (I don't post there - too much social networking going on already! - but was in need of even more running-based distraction) and their Thursday Question is about running and yoga: "Tell us about your experience with yoga as it relates to running." I recently started up again with Ashtanga yoga after a two-year absence, and I'm loving it! It makes me stronger and more flexible, and the pain-endurance aspect has to be good for my mental strength. Of course, the real reason I do it is the relaxation at the end: stretching out full-length on the mat, warmed by a blanket, just concentrating on breathing in and out...You just feel so good afterwards. "Calm and centered" isn't a state of being which I naturally fall into, so I doubt the novelty will ever wear off.
So Wednesday is now Yoga Day; that's the led "basic" class. After work I do an easy 6-km loop around the Tiergarten, then head to yoga. One minor drawback is the ensuing 30-minute bike ride back to Kreuzberg in a state of advanced hunger (class is over at 9:30 p.m.). Fortunately, there's a burrito place on the way! Black beans, cheese, and salsa to the rescue!
So Wednesday is now Yoga Day; that's the led "basic" class. After work I do an easy 6-km loop around the Tiergarten, then head to yoga. One minor drawback is the ensuing 30-minute bike ride back to Kreuzberg in a state of advanced hunger (class is over at 9:30 p.m.). Fortunately, there's a burrito place on the way! Black beans, cheese, and salsa to the rescue!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Really bad idea, or totally ass-kicking plan? Hard to say.
So my crazy running friends Shannon and Susanne recently pulled off a half marathon in under 1:35.
So now my inner toddler is like "WAAAH! I WANT THAT TOOOOOOOO!!!!!"
Of course my inner negativity is all "Bwahahahaaaa, as IF."
And yet somewhere is an inner ambition that says, hey, why the hell not?
Well, indeed, Inner Ambition. You make a good point. The potential is there.
The problem is that Inner Ambition's sense of timing is a little unrealistic. IA thinks we (uh, guess that would be me plus miscellaneous inner voices) should do this at our next half-marathon on Oct. 18th. This means that on Oct. 11th - the date of my next 10k - I would need to pull off a sub-43:00 10k. 42:42, in fact, according to McMillan. A pleasingly symmetrical number. Unfortunately my current tempo and interval paces aren't remotely in the neighborhood required for that kind of 10k time, but why let a little detail like that hold me back, right? The reckless crash-and-burn-freudig part of me is sort of curious to see how badly I'd flame out if I started running a 10k at 4:16/km pace.
So now my inner toddler is like "WAAAH! I WANT THAT TOOOOOOOO!!!!!"
Of course my inner negativity is all "Bwahahahaaaa, as IF."
And yet somewhere is an inner ambition that says, hey, why the hell not?
Well, indeed, Inner Ambition. You make a good point. The potential is there.
The problem is that Inner Ambition's sense of timing is a little unrealistic. IA thinks we (uh, guess that would be me plus miscellaneous inner voices) should do this at our next half-marathon on Oct. 18th. This means that on Oct. 11th - the date of my next 10k - I would need to pull off a sub-43:00 10k. 42:42, in fact, according to McMillan. A pleasingly symmetrical number. Unfortunately my current tempo and interval paces aren't remotely in the neighborhood required for that kind of 10k time, but why let a little detail like that hold me back, right? The reckless crash-and-burn-freudig part of me is sort of curious to see how badly I'd flame out if I started running a 10k at 4:16/km pace.
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